when you miss your buddy

it's hard to confess

for the introvert one

that you miss your buddy

your best buddy

your bestie

your chairmate

your partner

your other half

i can't even tell anyone

'cause i think they've their own problem

their own business

their own worry

their own anxiety

to be deeply thought

at night before sleep

it always happens again and again

like a cycle

i overthink

i'm confused how to express

and it just disappears

i overthink again

confused again

disappear again

one starry night

i keep trying to reach you

ugh

finally

you've just updated on twitter

11 minutes ago

oh god i think she is online now

i start scrolling down

hi..

i know you are ok

everything is alright

isn't it?

so happy to see that

so  glad to know that

from me

the blocked one

hi i'm smiling

i/m smiling because you are exist

i'm smiling because you still talk about kpop

what you really love

that i don't even understand at all

miss you with all of my heart

love you as always

-from the dearest one